Tuesday, March 20, 2007

WHY CAN'T I THINK NORMALLY


suicide.what's so big about it....just go up and hang up yourself..you will twitch and scream and after a while you will be free.your soul will float in the air.your damn soul.your polluted soul will vituperate the air. we those who are still alive will choke.so you asshole don't think about committing suicide.it sucks. and only great men can commit suicide. not any wimp.you should have that strength in your dirty bump to jump over. the pain you will feel when a knife slashes in your body.. when the noose strangles you to death.. can you imagine.. i know while reading this you have already pissed in your pants..

your name will come out in the paper.. we will read it..some one will abuse you for taking such a lame decisoin in your life..someone will curse you..someone will not cry for you..infact someone may shed crocodile tears for you

by the way.. why do we commit suicide.. when we r mentally battered..... our soul has taken a beating.. we don't get what we crave for..why the fuck guys and girls why the fuck…stupid morons are they who contemplate suicide..

you may be wondering why I am excogitating on this quite unnatural subject…may be because once I thought of committing suicide…no it’s not that….may be eddie vedder influenced me[no he is still alive]..the reason is kurt cobain…yes he did commit suicide..

and the fault lies not in him but the surroundings which led him undergo this dreaded act…I will not blame him….but I would rather blame the system of which he was a part…depressed he was.though he was successful…but being successful doesn’t provides you with the license to be happy….he was sad…he was depressed. no one understood him…and he quietly chose to end his life…..same goes with Marilyn Monroe the sex symbol of the 50’s Hollywood…..mega rich lovers…scandals….she died.. cause apparent suicide…..i will write more about them kurt Cobain, Marilyn Monroe and some unknown faces who are no more with us……

2 comments:

Window of Life said...

Sayantan ekta khiska hua chele...I mean wat the hell!!Is this the time to contemplate on such serious matters?Like come on..life is something positive...enjoy it...and believe me...I liked the other blog better....

Tonoy said...

thre u r my frnd, again coming up with a just decition... suicide may be an easy way out, but not the best way... people give up, they surrender. they accept that they r loosers...but they wont strive and win for a change, but why, fucking why??? face the problems u have, dont give u'r problems the pleasure to defeat u, defeat them instead, u'l feel better...trust me u will...

that was a very good idea, ventilated bu u my friend... go on with u'r ideas...it'l help more dan me n u...