My Jet City Woman

Well I heard this song yesterday only...and it gave me fucking high ...what vocals and cool guitar riffs..man o man where is my jet city woman..that belonged to queensryche but where is mine
may be not today but tomorrow definitely..
Now the biggest question is who will be my jet city woman
here in Pune life is fast and people here party harder than they work..just kiddin
but who deserves to be my jet city woman..it is making me think..
The song is going to keep a long lasting effect on my already exhilarating mind...
But my jet city woman should have the following criterias
beautiful in her own way
loads and loads of attitude
should be a heavy metal freak like me atleast...if she is more she is welcome..
no need to share my dreams..atleast she can support them
should be able to tolerate my ever swinging moods
she is free to drink and smoke but can't force me
and if I can remember anything more i will always update this post
till then hear this song and try and find your jet city woman
if u r lucky then u will find her
now another crazy idea is playing in my mind..if i get her..till then i will be a guitarist i hope..i will woo her with this song only....
everytime i try
i will try even harder than before
till i score
you can hear me crying in the night
but i will not lose this fight

Coming Back to Life - Pink Floyd (Division Bell 1994)

time and love wait for none
what's gone is just gone
there's no one to wait for u
there's no one left to love you
this song just taught me that

Pink Floyd are an English rock band that initially earned recognition for their psychedelic rock music, and, as they evolved, for their avant-garde progressive rock music. They are known for philosophical lyrics, sonic experimentation, innovative cover art, and elaborate live shows. One of rock music's most successful acts, the group has sold over 200 million albums worldwide[2] and an estimated 73.5 million albums in the United States alone.

gilmour enchants the audience with his powerful vocals and the guitar playing here is something which makes the song worth listening

Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
Where were you when I was hurt and helpless........you were not there......
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me.....not anymore
While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words.....i knew you didnt love me
Dying to believe in what you heard........you really believed it
I was staring straight into the shining sun...while my eyes burnt

The Doors

The pain of a lover can be felt in this song. Jim wrote this song and performed this song for his girlfriend in the 60's. the lyrics are simply amazing.

Evangelion - Space-Dye Vest (Dream Theater)

This song makes me cry..each and every word of this song is filled with my story..an amazing song which is gripped with power of pain and nostalgia...i will always remember this lines "LOVE IS AN ACT OF BLOOD AND SO I AM BLEEDING"

Poets of the Fall - Late Goodbye

This is a damn good song. When i heard this for first time i felt so great. this song now always puts me on the high.

Dimmu Borgir - The Mourning Palace

Dimmu Borgir, the symphonic black metal group from Norway. Ah, I like to hear them when I feel happy as well as sad.
Ah you might wonder why I resort to this group when people are going gaga over Hindi crap music. Not crap to all but crap to me.
I don’t blame them, I blame the system! The heavy metal scenario in India is pathetic. But we have some wonderful groups who don’t receive the publicity. Fuck it man. These bands are so awesome yet they loose out to the crappy Hindi songs. My blood boils. Yet I am helpless.
Recently India is seeing a change in the music scenario with some good artists performing in India. Like Iron Maiden, Aerosmith!
Recently India will see another person performing. Simon Webbe, one of the members of the boyband BLUE. One of his venue is the hard rock café in Mumbai. Ah fuck it man. Is he a hard rocker that he is going to perform there? The music scene in India is directionless. Ah here I end my mindless jabbering.

And this video is just an example of the prowess of dimmu borgir. Listen it and see the magic. I am telling it to the metal heads not to those who eat, sleep and shit Hindi music

nothing else matters

one of th best songs of metallica. to tell you the truth my favourite.

OH DO SEE WHAT LOVE HAS DONE

As U2 sang away “oh can’t you see what love has done” I looked out the window. I was thinking again. Did I get anything from love? Did I win love? Did I manage to charm the girl of my dreams? Did I? Why “did” rather I should mention “could”.

May be I got nothing out of love apart from some crude memories.

Memories not so fond yet memories which can’t be erased from my mind!

Yet I think of the lessons learn.

I know my problem. I keep falling in love. No pun intended but it happens both ways. May be this is my nature but still I am an amateur. May be I am not to have a girlfriend. Maybe!

I fell in love with a girl when I was in class 9 and this crush or call it whatever suits your vocab went on till class 11.

This girl made me mad. She made me crazy. She made me dizzy. I was so much into pop those days. Backstreet Boys, Westlife, MLTR and any crap would do.

I still remember the day I came back from tuition seeing her. I went straight to the bathroom and began singing “MY LOVE”.

Silly of me to do those stupid things! I was young then.

Now my idea about pop and pop culture has changed over the years. Like a drug addict who joins a rehab to get free from his habit I renounced pop for good and I don’t know why now I hate it. I don’t waste a single chance to abuse this fucking pop culture.

As I moved deeper and deeper into the heavy metal territory I felt that I have attained moksha. I could identify myself with the songs. It made me tranquil. The songs were wonderful. I felt they were written just for me. My very first metal song was “NOTHING ELSE MATTERS” by “METALLICA”.

From Metallica, Iron Maiden to Dimmu Borgir and Kalmah it was great transition which I enjoyed each and every bit.

But I can’t say the same thing about love. I am still waiting for a transition.

A friend once told me that my transition to metal took place because I was hurt in love. It was a stupid remark indeed. Metal and love doesn’t mix just like water and oil. Yeah pop and love does mix. To fuck with pop and to fuck with love! I am happy the way I am living. I am living sardonically and I am loving it.

PS: I DON’T THINK MACDONALD WILL SUE ME FOR USING THEIR TAG LINE.

ANYWAY MORE GYAN WILL FOLLOW REGARDING LOVE AND MUSIC.

WHY CAN'T I THINK NORMALLY: THE PREQUEL 1

Before I turned a weirdo I was a normal ordinary down to earth guy.....Loving everything around...living life to the fullest .....why did I changed....what made me change...why did this stupid transition took place inside me...I am no more myself....I have lost what I had...no damn it...I am still a virgin....I am talking about the personality which existed inside me.....I am now a total stranger.....
I love to speak senselessly nowadays...reflected in my blog...well this is me...who is not me.....
Who were my influences....I wonder sometimes about this question....I was a fan of Kurt Cobain....Jim Morrison.....But I never thought that they would help me change....I changed due to them....I was depressed....Kurt's music and Jim's poetry helped me to revive back....now my sole objective fuck this society whos is fucking me and others who are just like me.......no I am not a messiah....but nor am I hypocrite.....I have been accused of ambidexterity..forget it....the change in me is the result of something which left me with a bad taste something which I still don't understand.....why fuck did it happened to me.....Forget it......

Now it's upto you to answer.....AM I EVIL.....AM I DEVIL

WHY CAN'T I THINK NORMALLY

suicide.what's so big about it....just go up and hang up yourself..you will twitch and scream and after a while you will be free.your soul will float in the air.your damn soul.your polluted soul will vituperate the air. we those who are still alive will choke.so you asshole don't think about committing suicide.it sucks. and only great men can commit suicide. not any wimp.you should have that strength in your dirty bump to jump over. the pain you will feel when a knife slashes in your body.. when the noose strangles you to death.. can you imagine.. i know while reading this you have already pissed in your pants..

your name will come out in the paper.. we will read it..some one will abuse you for taking such a lame decisoin in your life..someone will curse you..someone will not cry for you..infact someone may shed crocodile tears for you

by the way.. why do we commit suicide.. when we r mentally battered..... our soul has taken a beating.. we don't get what we crave for..why the fuck guys and girls why the fuck…stupid morons are they who contemplate suicide..

you may be wondering why I am excogitating on this quite unnatural subject…may be because once I thought of committing suicide…no it’s not that….may be eddie vedder influenced me[no he is still alive]..the reason is kurt cobain…yes he did commit suicide..

and the fault lies not in him but the surroundings which led him undergo this dreaded act…I will not blame him….but I would rather blame the system of which he was a part…depressed he was.though he was successful…but being successful doesn’t provides you with the license to be happy….he was sad…he was depressed. no one understood him…and he quietly chose to end his life…..same goes with Marilyn Monroe the sex symbol of the 50’s Hollywood…..mega rich lovers…scandals….she died.. cause apparent suicide…..i will write more about them kurt Cobain, Marilyn Monroe and some unknown faces who are no more with us……